057 Let It Go (08-30-13)

Told by Jemma.

Mom: “So you finally decided to come home.”

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“Did you not think we would worry about you? Even though you’re a grown adult, you do have a baby here you know!”

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“I’m sorry Mom and Dad… I guess I just totally lost track of time.”

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“I won’t let it happen again, I promise!”

Dad: “I’m going back to bed. I’ll let you two work this out.”

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“So I was out tonight and Tegan was at prom. I’m sure your dad expected you to be home earlier to take care of your child instead of making him do it.”

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“I don’t expect him to do it!! I told you I lost track of time!”

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“I don’t know what’s going on with you Jemma, but you need to get your shit together.”

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“My shit is together. I’m fine!”

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“You don’t look fine.”

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“Are you drunk, Jemma?”

“No…”

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To be honest, the last I remember was being at the gym doing my sing-o-grams all night, and there was a juice bar there and a pile of guys, and I ended up flirting with this random blonde lady.

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“I guess I could have one more.”

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Oh yeah, and I remember talking to Tegan earlier when she was getting ready for prom, about how I was doing a sing-o-gram for Vandeen Jonso.

“Hi Jemma, it’s a pleasure to meet you. You’re kinda famous yourself too, you know.”

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Me: “Yeah but, I’ve idolized you since I was a little girl, and you… you never seem to age!”

“Yes it’s true, I don’t. I’ve found the secret to time.”

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“Heh heh, seriously. Well, can you turn back time and make it so that I never met my boyfriend Stevan?”

“No. I can’t do that.”

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After the chat with Mom I high-tailed it to bed to sleep off the drunk.

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It might be lonelier sleeping alone… but I kinda knew what had to be done.

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I slept through til noonish as usual. Then the calls started coming for the sing-o-grams. Man, so many people wanting flirt-o-grams and celebration grams and shit. When is anyone gonna celebrate and romanticize me, dammit?

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Yeah, I was not having a good night. Fuck this bladder infection. Don’t worry, it wasn’t anything major, it was just…. ahh forget it.

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“Hi Stevan. I was close by so I decided to come here instead of home. Can I use your bathroom?”

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“Please, lover?”

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“Yeah sure, come on in.”

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What? The fucker wouldn’t even walk in with me?? Okay, fuck this.

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Oh great. It’s Stevan’s hooligan brothers.

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“Oh hey Jemma. Are you looking for Stevan again?”

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“Excuse me, Todd. Yes, he knows I’m here. I’m just on my way in.”

The other brother: “Urrk..! Yes, let the stinky girl in to use the bathroom.”

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Like, what the FUCK?!?!

Stevan was in the downstairs bathroom, so I waited for him. I felt like crying. I AM NOT STINKY!! Why are boys so mean!?

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And I did feel kinda stupid in this outfit. But fuck it. I’m stupid anyway, for staying with him this long.

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“Hi Stevan. Umm… I’m just gonna head on home. And I don’t think I should come back. At all.”

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“What are you saying? Are you… breaking up with me?”

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“Maybe.”

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“Maybe? Well, is it yes or is it no?”

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“It’s yes, Stevan. I’m tired of chasing you around! And your brothers are idiots!”

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“You’re breaking up with me because of my brothers?”

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“No, I just want someone who treats me better.”

“Well fine then. Go.”

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I felt good. At least I think so.

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I’ll have to raise Jovanna without her daddy.

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But how does that saying go?

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If you love something

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Let it go.

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If it comes back to you…

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It’s yours forever.

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If it doesn’t…

It was never meant to be.

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18 thoughts on “057 Let It Go (08-30-13)

  1. I’m so proud of Jemma finally let that dead beat go! 😀
    It was for the best.
    But she still has some part of him! 😀

  2. *tear* I’m proud of Jemma for ending things with that jerk!
    Time to start anew. He didn’t even put up a fight, he just let her go so screw him!
    I can’t wait to see her start this new chapter of her life!

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