093 Grayson Goes to University, Part 4
I invited Liz over the next day to do some studying for our big exam. We watched TV for a bit first because I just wanted to relax for a minute after a full day of classes.
Liz: “So I’m getting things lined up for my party this weekend. I asked a few friends already, and they are bringing other friends so there should be lots of people there? Are you still coming? I can get an extra case of juice for you.”
“Yes of course, I’ll be there. I wouldn’t miss it! I can get my own booze… don’t worry about it.”
Liz: “I guess we should get to studying. The exam is gonna be a hard one.”
‘Yeah… it’s gonna be hard…’
“Do you mind if we just cuddle for a bit?”
Liz: “Sure, okay.”
Hmm, this feels really nice.
Grayson: “Can I kiss you?”
“Yes.”
Liz: “You’re a good kisser.”
“Really? Thank you.” Lilo had never said that to me. Liz’s lips were plump and soft. I missed the feel of real Siman flesh, and remembered how I enjoyed kissing my school girlfriend Tawnya… who incidentally is carrying my surrogate baby back at home. I did feel a pang of guilt… but I quickly buried that down. The way Liz was looking at me made me feel things in my body I hadn’t felt in a long time.
We actually didn’t get a whole lot of studying done –we kissed and cuddled a lot– but fortunately I didn’t let myself get too carried away either. We ended up scoring some cheat notes for the exam from an online portal. This would come in handy!
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The night of the party at Liz’s dorm came. I had several drinks and was getting pretty buzzed as the night went on.
Liz and I were texting back and forth and flirting the whole night. We both had a tendency to use the bathroom a lot, and at this point she had been texting me from the toilet and I told her to come sneak in the men’s dorm washroom with me.
“Hello…. fancy meeting you here.”
“Hi, nice to see you…”
Things got pretty steamy for a brief blissful moment. Our bodies got hot and close, and I wanted to take her right there.
Liz: “Let’s go to my room.”
“Okay!”
She was even more beautiful underneath her college clothes. I couldn’t think about anything else except…
Woohoo!
“Wow, that was fantastic.”
“I FEEL SO ALIVE!”
‘Wait…. Shit…. what have I just done?’
I didn’t stay the night because Liz had passed out. I went back to my apartment right away. I was feeling so conflicted!
I was up til early morning. I felt a compulsion to watch some family videos because suddenly I was missing my wife and my family. I found a video of my dad with my sister Jemma when she was a baby. Aww, so sweet!
Oh, and this is baby Jemma again — and here Mom is pregnant with me!
“LOVE SUCKS!! Why does everything have to be so complicated!”
“Why is monogamy so overrated?! Yes, I love my Simbot wife! But real Simans need to experience real love with real Simans!!”
“It’s okay, I’m alright.”
Sigh.
I had no classes the next day because the term was over.
I went on some college chat forums. Some of my younger classmates had been pressuring me to get laid, and one of them who I was chatting to was saying there would be a party tonight with a lot of hot chicks.
By 10 pm I was exhausted, when I got a text from him.
“No, I’m not coming to your party, dude!” I said aloud.
Why didn’t he ask me last night? I wouldn’t have gotten myself into this shit!
I decided to call my wife.
“Hi honey. Sorry it’s so late…. Yeah everything is fine. I just was missing you and I wanted to hear your voice. Yeah the exam went fine. I think I passed.”
But I fail at life right now. Ugh.
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The next morning Lilo sent me some pictures of Tawyna’s growing belly.
That’s my baby boy in there!
“I’ll be a great dad and husband, I promise you, little one.”
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